yeah so i havent updated this shit in a while. i decided that im going to update it once a week or when something insanely exciting happens to me which is rare.
so the second day of school culver tried to make me look stupid in front of everyone by saying that im not in asb anymore because i didnt attend boot camp. what a puta! seriously. he just wanted to put me through a guilt trip so that i can say sorry. which i did, the next day. im so sick of asb i dont even know why i bother.
the week went on. sadly. i visited my mom on friday until sunday and i had a lot of fun. on friday at church i texted kevin and we talked for a few hours. in ending the conversation, i ask him if he wanted to get ice cream with me the next day when i finished my extended essay. he didnt give me a definite yes but he didnt say no either. so the next day i went to a womens discipleship that my mom insisted i go to. we were suppose to go to a party after but i doubtly asked if i could drive home so that i could finish my extended essay. oddly enough she said yes which made me really happy.
so the womens thing was boring. the food was okay though so that’s always a plus. i went home and finished my extended essay. i was suppose to meet with frau young so that she could edit it but she wasnt feeling too good so i didnt end up going. and i didnt tell my mom that cause the whole point of me not going to that pathetic party was so that i could go to frau’s house.
anyway, i went to annelisses house. she just had got staples in her head the night before because she fell off a moving car. typical annelisse behaviour. she went to the ER but everything was fine. and while at her house, just like always, she gives me the courage to text kevin, something that i always regret right after. i asked him if he still wanted to go to the movies but long story short, he declined. he never told me if it was because he was busy, broke, etc. he just said he couldnt. which, of course, makes me feel like a dumbass and like he doesnt want to hang around with me because he doesnt like me.
so in retaliation, ive decided that im not going to text him anymore. i know that anne will eventually talk me into it.
on sunday i went to church which was boring. i hate my moms church. partly because they preach about the most redundant shit in there. like seriously the pastor always talks about hell and satan and trying to stay away from satan. no wonder why i dont see any new people in that church. the other part is because my moms douchebag husband reminds me of the pastor and all his idiotic beliefs.
after that we went to the beach. it was beautiful. i got a chance to hang out with my brothers and swim in the ocean. it was a good time despite the fact that oscar was there. i ignored him anyway and pretended he was invisible. all in all it was a great day. one of the best this year :)
the second week of school passed on smoothly. i had to work student store on wednesday which sucks ass. the people in there ordering are so rude and think theyre the center of attention. i hate it. i hate asb. what the fuck am i doing in there.
today is thursday, august 19 2010. tomorrow is friday (no shit) and it’s senior sunrise. fuck that im not going early just because asb tells me too. hopefully kevin’s there. wait, i take that back.
this weekend im going to ventura. typical.
right now i shall take a nap.
